Threesome Romp with My Ex-girlfriend and Another Man is About to Ruin Me - Man Begs for Help

 

I had s*x with my ex and one of her friends after a few drinks too many. I hugely regretted it the next day. I am 28. I met an amazing girl two months ago at a mutual friend’s engagement party. She is 25 with long blonde hair and a lovely smile. We got talking during the evening and got to know one another better. She was different to the sort of girls I usually meet up with and I definitely felt that she was into me too.

 

We exchanged numbers and she left after we kissed goodnight. I stayed on to party and ended up drinking loads. I got chatting to a girl I used to go out with during my first job and a friend of hers. They are both 26. We ended up going back to my hotel room for a steamy s*x session.

 

I sent a text to the girl I met at the party saying that I couldn’t wait to see her soon to try to cover my tracks.

 

I don’t want her to find out the truth but I don’t seem able to help myself around women. I have also been deceiving her by messaging other girls asking them on dates and having s*x with them. One of them I knew from school and we ended up having s*x in an alleyway. She is a single mum with two kids.

 

I have been sleeping with her every other day since. I promised her that I would see her again but I don’t want her kids to get emotionally attached to me because I keep thinking about this new girl and how happy she makes me feel.

 

I have made too many mistakes and I need a way to clear my head. I don’t want to end up behaving like some pathetic loser chasing after pieces of skirt forever, acting like a little boy when I should be a man. The girl I really like, I have been texting every day and we plan to have our first proper date soon.

 

I have been struggling to tell her that I have been sleeping with other women behind her back. It is killing me from the inside out.