A girl is in a serious predicament after she cannot stop thinking about making love to the girl she had mistakenly had s*x with.
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I am a girl with a boyfriend I love very much yet all I can think about right now is the girl I had s*x with one night while on holiday. I am 22 and have been with my boyfriend since we were both 19 and at university together.
We got the chance to stay with some friends working in New York so grabbed it. We went for three weeks, as we wanted to make the most of the opportunity.
We met another couple who were also friends with the couple we were staying with and spent quite a lot of time with them. I got on particularly well with the girl, who is 23.
Little things started to happen between her and me. There would be the odd lingering touch and a kiss on the cheek.
One night she really kissed me and I was quite alarmed.
I tried not to react but she wanted to talk about it. I brushed it off but I could not get it out of my mind.
They invited us out one evening. We started with drinks at their place and were supposed to go on to a club, then stay the night with them as it would be so late.
I felt uneasy so said I had a headache and would stay in and lie down. The girl came back after an hour or so and we started to talk. We had a few drinks and inevitably we had s*x.
It was my first ever experience with a woman and I was startled by how good it felt.
Next morning, though, nothing was said about it. It was as though it never happened. After my boyfriend and I got back to the UK, I heard from her saying she and her guy had split up. We have since been in touch daily.
I am so confused. I keep thinking about that night and find it hard to concentrate on anything. I have never looked at another girl like that before and it scares me.
I have not been able to bring myself to have s*x with my boyfriend and he is asking why. I cannot even imagine telling him the truth.