In her suicide note which was reavealed last night and addressed to on-and-off boyfriend Jim Carrey, she begged him to “forgive” her.
The Irish beauty, was found dead on September 28, two days after the third anniversary of her father’s death.
The 30-year-old was said to have wrote: “Jim, I love you. Please forgive me.”
An insider claiming to have read her last letter to Carrey told RadarOnline the note included the words, “I’m not for this world.”
The source said the make-up artist also asked the 53-year-old actor to "take care" of her burial and hand out her assets to her devastated family.