Help Me! S*x With My Lover is Mind-blowing, But I Am Afraid of My Husband - Wife Confesses

 

I have the most amazing s*x with my lover and we want to be together, but my husband will be devastated if I leave. We have been married for five years but our marriage has come to a halt.

 

I am 26, he is 25. These days, we get on all right but are more like good friends who live together.

 

We never hold hands or cuddle and we rarely have sex. We pretty much lead parallel lives in separate rooms. I met my lover in a car park.

 

After a trip to the supermarket I dropped a shopping bag. A voice behind me asked if he could help. I turned round and saw the best-looking guy ever. He picked up my shopping and we got talking.

 

We swapped telephone numbers and started texting a few hours later. We met up for a drink and had a great time. He is 27 and we have loads in common.

 

The chemistry was instant and we had the most amazing sex. I never intended it to get serious but it just happened.

 

We have been seeing each other for 18 months now and are deeply in love.

 

He is all I ever wanted in a partner and I can see a future with him — marriage, kids, the lot.

 

I have met his family and he has met my mum and my sister.

 

They say I must do what is right for me but I’m harming my relationship by keeping things as they are and yet I’m scared of hurting my husband.

 

I know I am an awful person for doing this and I hate myself for it, but then I think my husband deserves to be with someone who will not hurt him.

 

He is a good man and adores me but I am not in love with him any more.