Help! I Enjoy Masturbating, But I Hate S*x

 

Dear Readers, 

 

My name is Uju. I come from a good christian home. I am a girl in my late 20s and I am in the University. I am doing well with my studies, but I live in guilty. Please help me. I have been masturbating for a long time now and I cannot stop it because I enjoy it. In fact, I always look forward to masturbating at night. 

 

I have a boyfriend but I have not had s*x before because I want to keep it for my husband. Though I kiss with my boyfriend and fondle, but he has not penetrated me before. I am afraid my habit my be risky to my health. How do I stop this habit? I enjoy masturbating but it is a sin against my religion. I don't think I will like s*x because masturbation feels better. I am really confused. Please help.

 

From anonymous worried girl