My Music Teacher Gave Me the Best S*x of My Life...I'm So in Love with Her

 

I had a beautiful night of s*x with my music teacher and I’ve fallen for her but I have no idea whether she’d like us to do it again. I’m 27 and learning to play the clarinet. I guess she is in her mid-thirties.

 

I always wanted to learn the clarinet when I was a kid but my parents could see no point in it. When I finally got a good enough job to be able to rent a flat and leave home, I decided I would ­satisfy my longing.

 

I’m studying in a class of five and we went out for a drink with the teacher before Christmas. She and I stayed on after the others for another drink and she told me she had fancied me for weeks. We kissed and ended up back at my place having s*x and spending the night together.

 

It was great but in the morning she left to go to work without ­saying anything about us seeing one another again.

 

I did get an email saying our night together was nice but I got the impression she is worried about the fact she is the teacher and I am the pupil. The next chance I got I invited her over but she said she had work to do.

 

At the following class I could see she was looking at me a lot. But I convinced myself she did not want to repeat our first intimacy so I just packed up and left at the end of the class as soon as I could. My worry is I do not know if the signs I am getting show she is interested or not. I really have no idea how she feels about me.

 

I have always been shy and never had a serious girlfriend at university — or even a casual one really. I feel so useless. I cannot read the signals. I find it difficult to believe anyone could find me attractive.