Help! I Love Girls, But My Boyfriend Doesn't Know I'm a Lesbian - Girl Confesses

 

My boyfriend has no idea I also get off with other women behind his back. I know that I’m living a lie, but I can’t help myself. It’s women I fantasize about when my boyfriend makes love to me.

 

It’s pretty girls I ogle in nightclubs, not hunky blokes. Recently, I went on a team building residential stay with work. For three days and nights we worked hard but played hard too. On the last night we had a party in my boss’ hotel suite and I got very drunk.

 

Some women on a hen night crashed the room and madness ensued. I ended snogging and then bedding the bride-to-be. She was absolutely gorgeous and so much fun.

 

We had wild s*x until the morning when she finally fled in guilty tears. But I loved every second of having her in my arms and didn’t even flinch when my colleagues started teasing me at breakfast.

 

My boyfriend is a lovely bloke but he knows nothing of my true leanings. When we make love, it’s fine. I enjoy it but it’s always so much better with a girl. What’s my next move? Do I find a full-time woman to love? Do I tell my boyfriend the truth about myself?

 

Do I up sticks, reinvent myself and start again elsewhere? The problem is that my parents and extended family aren’t very broadminded or open people. I just don’t know how they’d respond to me turning up with another woman in tow and introducing her as my life partner. I’m so confused.