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I'll Eat My Mum for Christmas - Grieving Daughter Plans to Sprinkle Her Mother's Ashes on Christmas Dinner (Photos)
Posted by Odinaka on Mon 18th Dec, 2017 - tori.ngA woman has revealed that she is set to sprinkle the ashes of her late mother who died suddenly on the turkey and Christmas pudding during a dinner in the festive feast.
Debra Parsons eating her mother's ashes
A 41-year-old woman identified as Debra Parsons, who is currently grieving after the death of her mother, Doreen Brown, has revealed her plans to eat her mother for Christmas dinner this year, by seasoning the meal with her ashes.
According to Dailymail, the mother-of-two, from Folkestone, Kent UK, said that she will sprinkle the remains of her mum on the turkey and Christmas pudding before enjoying the festive feast.
Debra who was left distraught when her mum died earlier in the year, disclosed that she felt the urge to consume the ashes since Doreen died in May and has been eating small spoonfuls of the dust each day to 'help her cope', adding that as Christmas gets closer the cravings to eat the ashes become stronger.
Speaking to the Mirror, she said; 'It is the only thing that will get me through my first Christmas without mum. People might think I'm mad or that it's not a very respectful thing to do but I just can't stop myself.
'I see it as a positive thing – allowing her to be close to me and also involving her in the family day. I feel like she can live on by being inside of me because if she is part of me she can breathe through my body - my breath is her breath.
'It will be my first Christmas without her and I want her to be involved and this is the only way that feels right to me.'
Speaking further, she said: 'My mum and I had a really strong bond and one which could never be broken, even by death.
'She has been the one who has helped me through all the other ups and downs of my life and then suddenly she just wasn't there any more. I was distraught.'
Debra rejected the traditional route of scattering her loved one's ashes at a sentimental location. She said: 'It wasn't something I had ever thought about. I always thought I would have more time to think about it.
'I knew Mum was ill but never expected her to pass away when she did. So when she went I had that feeling of huge loss but also of regret over all the things that went unsaid and all the times we would miss in the future.
'I decided I wanted to do something with her ashes that would make a difference to how we remembered her. I didn't want to just scatter them because that would feel like throwing her away.'
Two months later, one of Debra's two sisters, who are both unaware of her unusual ritual, delivered her share of the ashes to her home.
'At first I kept them in a plastic sandwich bag. I wanted to be with them all the time so I had them by my bed or with me around the house.
'Then I got a little box for them so I could have them on display but no matter what I did I just couldn't get that feeling of closeness.'
But one day Debra was feeling particularly low when she felt an overwhelming urge to eat her mother's ashes. 'I don't know what made me do it the first time – it was just an urge, I can't describe it.
'I opened the box and licked my fingers and just dipped them into the powder. Before I knew what I was doing they were in my mouth and the chalky, salty taste was comforting.
'I felt confused by what I had done to begin with but the feeling of comfort and closeness it brought was the first bit of solace I'd had since her death.'
She said: 'I have been having a little taste most days – sometimes on my finger or on a little spoon.
'But Christmas has always been a really difficult time of year since the anniversary of my son's death is December 28 and as it gets close this year I feel the urge even more.
'Christmas is a special time of year when you want to be close to the ones you love the most and I feel the loss of those that aren't here more strongly now than ever.
Debra and her late mum
'But I don't want to just eat the ashes on my fingers – I'd like my mum to be a part of the celebration this year so I will have her with my Christmas dinner.
'We will have a place laid for her and a picture of her on the table so she can be with us on the very special day.'
Debra's fiancé, who wants to remain anonymous, has supported her through her grief and they plan to marry next year. 'I am lucky that my loved ones understand what I am doing,' said Debra.
'And I know my mum would have been happy for me to do whatever I needed to get over no longer having her in my life.'
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