My Career Decline Led to My Depression – TikToker Perry Blink

@iamperryblink FIRST STEP OF STARTING OVER IS TO FIRSTLY ADMIT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU WAS ALL YOUR FAULT… and this post is not about feeling entitled or not trying to pick up or trying to complain !! No i am not blaming anyone everyone got up for them self and be who they are today! Which i am happy for but the case is while you all were growing i made sure i played a very vital and good role in your lifes, is it about collaborations ?? I could make dozens of videos with creators without taking a penny , even artist i am not just talking about promotions but also introducing everyone to a bigger creator and brands ! … but now how many of them do you see with me ?? Not like i dont text or comment or call them but i authomatically became a fan !! I mean imagine texting someone for months just go give you a collaboration and commenting on their post and you guys have been friends before oooo! And there yall start bashing me like i was the first creator to get married , yeah i had a child and i just wanna be responsible and keep up to that life but yall bashed the innocent girl and saying she ruined my life when in reality she just did what everyother girls would do, …from getting robbed to house getting burnt , loosing my equipment, no where i didnt seek for help and while all this was happening i had a supportive wife pushing then no one saw that side just so quick to judge , my relationship was ruined i was depressed, isolated, scared cause even the fans on here was heavily bashing me while i was just trying to balance things for myself … i had tried to hurt myself several but still find myself here .. if you are aspiring creator like me i would advise you to stay connected with your craft first before collaborating cause the moment you think you are making friends while you are collaborating they are just seeing it as an opportunity to use you yet you think you have a relationship with them in your mind until you actually need them and everywhere becomes silent and dark!!…. I reached out even if its to work under some cause i was having both financial and mental health issues at that time but no one replied the ones that did turn down my collaborations and then my reality kicked in am young and just living for the first time all i need is yall support amd encouragement… i believe i can do this again and be unstoppable this time i would put a second post up and see how i had gone texting creators and no one wanna work with me and the ones that did are just the people i didn’t even had relationship with i just know we are co creators and i am very very happy so i would use every resource i have now if i am not meeting to your expectations you can help me i would gladly take them instead of asking me to meet yall in 2025… and also i have to stay alive for myself son and for the same of that yall should leave DARASMILE ALONE!! My relationship was not the first to fall apart and i am not also the first person to fall off at the peak of their carrier 💔💔💔‼️‼️ #suicideethoughts #depressed #iamperryblinks👑 ♬ Kolo 1 - Emeka Indo