Chris Brown Has Another Meltdown, Talks Suicide And Hearing God Speak For The First Time

Chris Brown has left his fans in a limbo after he posted a lengthy message on Instagram saying, deep inside, he is in need of "help and guidance".

 

The 26-year-old 'Fine China' singer, who believes the robbery incident at his Los Angeles home last Wednesday was carried out by close friends, is tired of being misunderstood and says most people in his situation "wouldn't hesitate" to commit suicide.

"When u tired of the f**king devil ruining your life and u hear God speak for the first time. No one knows what I deal with on a day to day.

"The average man wouldn't hesitate to blow his f**king brains out but that's the cowards way out... Most won't understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions will win in the short term", Chris vented on Instagram on Tuesday.

He added: "My soul will always be pure of heart. What's on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance. People say 'be a man'. Yeah, that's right but it doesn't take away any pain you really go through".

Admitting that he just wants to focus on his music career and raising his 13-month-old daughter, Royalty, Chris says "I just wanna stay out the way and do music. Most importantly and (be a) great father. I don't have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!!"